Monday, April 27, 2009
Sunday, April 26, 2009
but never a "me" in "you"?
I miss you a little, i guess you could say,
a little too much, a little too often,
and a little more each day.
I wish I had the guts to walk away and
forget about what we had.
But, I can’t because I know you won't come after me,
and I guess that's what hurts the most.
Loving you was easy, losing you was hard.
Loving you is still easy,
but knowing you are no longer mine,is the hardest of it all.
You hurt me more than I deserve,
how can you be so cruel?
I love you more than you deserve,
why am I such a fool?
Harsh words break no bones but they do break hearts
Deep in my heart, I'm suffering, knowing that I've lost you.
On the outside, I'm living, pretending that I've forgotten you
The new shopping mall with mei mei
didi n Babi..
Sho ma fan have to bring babi.. (X
Haiis..
Mei Mei & Mii
next week wanna
come fetch mii i hope is true.
Yoo wont lie to mii ritex..
Haiis.. I wont force yoo to
fetch mii.. Haiis..
I dun wanna give up..
Go home or dun go home?
I realli dunno.. Haiis..
I dun wish to give up..
Can i realli hold on tight?
Can i continue to Be strong
without yoo?
I reallii dunno..
Friday, April 24, 2009
the new shopping mall..
Haiis..
Dun realli have the mood to go..
But they wanna see babi.
But can see they realli enjoy
playing with babi.. (:
Babi Kendrick & Rachel
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Broken By You And Now
Is In Pieces Because Of You
Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving
someone if your heart still does.
I'm sorry for crying over you,
because I said I wouldn't.
But I didn't promise you that,
because I knew it would be a promise
I would never be able to keep.
Our sweetest songs are those
that tell of the saddest thoughts.
He's mine prince charming,
but am i his cinderella?
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
你曾说不想有天让我知道
你对他有那么好
你说会懂我的失落
不是靠宽容
就能够解脱
我以为
我出现的时候刚好
你和他正说要分开
我以为你
已对他不再期待
不纵容他再给你伤害
我以为我的温柔
能给你真的愉悦
我以为我能全力
填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生
我以为终究
你会慢慢明白
他的心不在你身上
我的关心
你依然无动于衷
我的以为
只是我以为
我以为我的温柔
能给你真的愉悦
我以为我能全力
填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生
他让你红了眼眶
你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好
你要留在谁身旁
我以为
我够坚强
却一天天地失望
少给我一点希望
希望就不是奢望
我以为我的温柔
能给你真的愉悦
我以为我能全力
填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生
他让你红了眼眶
你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好
你要留在谁身旁
我以为我够坚强
却输得那呢绝望)
少给我一点希望
希望就不是奢望
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Monday, April 20, 2009
I need to find moi way back to him
I need him..
I love him..
I didnt realise tat i loves him so much till
i almost lost him..
or i already lose him..
Haiis..
I didnt have mood for anything..
I have no mood to study.
I realli loves him..
why cant he feel?
I wanna wake up i will saw him..
I wanna be with him..
Iwanna share moi happii or sorrow
with him.. ):
Why cant he be mine?
can cant yoo settle down?
Why muz yoo flirt with other ppl?
Do Gals realli have to Share Husband?
Why is there bitch slut Mistress in tis world..
I HATE HIM TO THE COCK.
WISH I CAN SCOLD THEM LIKE GREED..
Why in every relationship i ci shen sho much
yet i also get hurts by them?
Wondering
Is there true love in tis world?
why i cant get true love..
Haiis..
Wondering?
Sho i give up ? can i realli give up?
can i let go?
i dunnoo.. haiis..
I loves him..
Mommii Thankiew..
Wake up sho early juz to cook breakfast for mii.
I Loves Yoo Tons..
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Saturday, April 18, 2009
it leads me to him.
I mean... what other explanation is there.
Why is it that he is all I can think about?
Why is it that no matter how upset I am...
I see him and I can't help but smile?
Why is it that when he smiles at me...
I get that feeling in my stomach?
And even when he'd broken my heart,
and hurt me as much as anyone could ever hurt me...
when he lied to me... and I hated him...
why then did I still feel those same feelings?
Answer me that, and then
I'll tell you
why I let him hurt me so much.
I'm trying really hard
not to cry over you
because every tear
is just one more reminder
that I don't know how to let you go.
i'm lost.. Realli lost...
No one understand moi feeling!!!
say is easy but ur are not the one going through
all tis.. ):
I'm trying to save back our relationship
but nth else i can do if yoo r trying to let go..
1 hand cant clap
no matter how much i try if yoo dun cherish
it means nth..
why eveyone is blaming on mii.
do ur understand moi feeling?
haiis..
ur will say ur understand but ur dont
ur dun feel anything..
the hurt is not in yoo..
yoo wont noe...
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............
I told them yes.
They asked if I regretted it.
I told them no.
They asked me if I regretted falling for you.
I told them no.
They asked me how I could have ever liked you.
I replied:I don't regret any of my feelings
or things I did with him,
because when I look at him I see something
different than what everyone else can see.
When I'm with him,
I feel a feeling that no one or
being anywhere else can give me.
When I kissed him,
my world around me melted.
When he held me in his arms
and rested his head on mine,
I forgot everything but my world
that was holding me.
Even though all of you may see
something in him that is so horrible,
all I see is all the positive,
and special moments that
he ever shared with me...
The only thing that I regretis listening to everyone else,
because if I had listened to my heart,I
would still have him by my side.
He would still be just a phone call away.
But now,
he's just a phone call awayfor someone else...
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
we seldom talk
So close to mii
yet seen sho far..
i can breath..
i have no courage to
breath in anymore..
moi life is onli black n white..
all rainbow colour has gone!!!
Haiis.. ):
No one understand how i feel!
Or i should say no one care!
haiis..
i dunno..
there is ppl who realli care for mii
I didnt noe mei mei will read moi blog
lols..
i dun wann tell mommii coz
i dun wan her to worrii.
or i should say i have no face to tell her..
Haiis.. watever it's Thankiew to those
who realli care for mii..
Should i work harder or should i give up?
I dunno...
Coz i reall dunno how long can i ren?
How long can i stand
The way he treat mii!!!!!!!
haiis..
i'm lost.....
Monday, April 13, 2009
I need ur Love
I Need ur care
But yoo dont..
I'm going to break down soon
i dunno how long can i stay on..
I had no mood for anything..
i'm lost..
I wanted to give up
But i cant..
i have to stay strong..
I dun wanna lose yooo.
Wat else can i do?
Do yoo Realli Hate mii?
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Yoo realli dun care how i feel?
yoo realli cant feel the pain in mi?
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Coz of tat Bi*@% One sms.
FUCK.....
Till i run out of the house..
But no ones care..
He was asleep like pig..
at tat moment i'm totally lost..
Dunno where should i go
Wat should i do!!!
I'm damn luckly i noe yoo Xhui
Thanks for ur accompany..
N a Million thankiew for yoo n ur frenz..
They are realli kind..
We dun realli noe each an other
But they willing to suffer their
Time on sleeping to keep mii accompany
Tis are wat frenz are for..
Frenz can have tons
But is hard to find true frenz..
Wen yoo need them.
No matter wat time they will still be there for yoo..
N xhui was watching movie in downtown
n she ask 5 of her frenz to accompany mii
first coz is 3.20am in the midnight.. (:
Thankiew.. N yoo rush down coz of mii
So Sweet of yoo.. :DDD
Moi Heart Reall Break Deeply..
No One understand How I Feel..
Or Maybe No Ones Care..
Friday, April 10, 2009
I Loves Him Tons
But why he cant feel?
Out with Hubbii
Today is our 6Years 11Months anniversary..
Watch the sinper with him..
I Love Yoo tons
but why cant yoo feel?
Haiis been damn long i
never realli smile from
moi heart lecant yoo feel? ):
Tis time round moi hearts realli breaks deeply..
Even thought yoo r with mii but it's seen so far..
Nitex having high fever yet i dunno..
Moi head damn pain..
but Moi Heart More Pain..
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
occasionally some of them might be able show us the love that we have forgotten on
our 'busy road'. Just like this story.
this is real touching...
Hey, wake up! wake up!
A dog was knocked down by a car
and died on the middle of the road. Later,
another dog is
seen beside the corpse of the dog,
he tried to wake his friend up using his leg.
Let's move to the safer side of the road...i will move you to the safer side!
When his attempts to wake his friend failed, he tried to push his friend to the side of the
road. But the weight of his friend was proven too heavy for him.
Anyone help, tell me what to do.
Though the traffic is busy and dangerous,
he just will not go away from his friend. Just
stand beside his friend howling and crying.
A lot of people saw this incident and feel very touched. How even a dog can show his loyalty and love to his friend.
PS:can why cant yoo be tat loyalty to mii???
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Saturday, April 4, 2009
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What kind of lover are you
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