Imperfect_mii

Haiis..
we seldom talk
So close to mii
yet seen sho far..
i can breath..
i have no courage to
breath in anymore..
moi life is onli black n white..
all rainbow colour has gone!!!
Haiis.. ):
No one understand how i feel!
Or i should say no one care!
haiis..
i dunno..
there is ppl who realli care for mii
I didnt noe mei mei will read moi blog
lols..
i dun wann tell mommii coz
i dun wan her to worrii.
or i should say i have no face to tell her..
Haiis.. watever it's Thankiew to those
who realli care for mii..

Should i work harder or should i give up?
I dunno...
Coz i reall dunno how long can i ren?
How long can i stand
The way he treat mii!!!!!!!
haiis..
i'm lost.....